Though I am swamped at work, I am going to take a break to blog my brains out. Ok, not really. I just thought that sounded cool. It is 4:15PM and I'm barely taking a "time out" now (Shh...don't tell my hubby, he'll chew me out - he thinks I work too hard as it is and worries when I don't take breaks). I've been here since just before 8AM. Its Month-end madness here at work. I like it being busy though. I feel quite accomplished today. As this month closes I can't help but think about the new month. When I think of March one of the first things that comes to mind are a couple of my best friends' birthdays (Jennifer, Danielle, Lora). They reach the big four-O a little ahead of me. Another one of my bestest pals (Hi Maggie) got there in January, of course I was absent. I feel like such a terrible friend...Ever since becoming a mommy (and probably the month prior to it) I have been so out of touch with my gal pals. I am still adjusting to my life and wish I knew how to better manage & manipulate time. I am always busy, always trying to squeeze in little moments of sanity. As I write this I think about the laundry I'd like to do, to organizing of my closet that is much needed, donations I want to gather and drop off...OH just to sit on the couch with my husband and watch TV holding hands would be so nice. Seriously, I don't know how to find a moment these days. EVERY weekend so far this year we have had a family celebration from birthdays to baby showers - you get the picture. Our family is growing so fast. Both of my sister in laws are expecting! We have 2 new babies on the way. Super exciting. My son won't the youngest in the family for very long! Anyway, as I teeter on the edge of 39 I am sending my thoughts to my pals and thinking about how lucky I am that they still love me even though I forget to call.
Dear Diary,
I have been such a lame friend. I feel sad that I don't have the time or energy to be there. Mostly I feel like a big jerk. I feel like they have all graduated and I'm still going through life studies. I started late and am the last one to enter motherhood. So as my friends send their oldest off to college, or another deals with preteen hormones, or manages to take their child to school on time every day ...I am cheering my son on as he crawls, hanging out with my breastpump, and trying to find the best deal on Pampers. I know that they are there for me, I just hope they know that I am here for them too. Even if only in thoughts and in spirit. I wonder to myself, HOW did they do it?? When their kids were my son's age, I never felt neglected by them...I don't mean to be a jerk. Sigh...
Me
Monday, February 28, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
2/18/11 Rambling...
2/18/11 - Rambling....
Free for all Friday! I'm THRILLED that it's Friday! I've decided to just throw something in here to motivate me to keep on blogging along! I am taking a quick break from work because focus is tough today. I'm on just a few hours of sleep and I'm caffeine free. My baby boy had a tough night last night. That's rare for him. We are taking extra good care of him as he goes through some growing pains.
Free for all Friday! I'm THRILLED that it's Friday! I've decided to just throw something in here to motivate me to keep on blogging along! I am taking a quick break from work because focus is tough today. I'm on just a few hours of sleep and I'm caffeine free. My baby boy had a tough night last night. That's rare for him. We are taking extra good care of him as he goes through some growing pains. I haven't posted any pictures lately so today I took a cell phone photo: Here's a happy, sleep deprived me. Any YES, I put on a little make up today! The hair is a result of post pregnancy waviness. Once upon a time it was SUPER STRAIGHT. I think I'm starting to miss my double chin! I'm continually losing weight even though I have not been actively trying. I'm 10 lbs from pre-pregnancy! I have not gained back any of the weight I that I lost when I was sick recently. My diet hasn't changed. I can't help that. I am always famished so I do not compromise on feeding myself since I am still breastfeeding my son. I have been taking 30 min walks at least 3 times a week (weather permitting). Not so much for excercise & weight loss, but more so for getting out of the office for sunshine & fresh air.
I have decided to de-clutter my closet and considering revisiting eBay to give my precious forgotten things a happy new home. We'll see if I can squeeze in any time in for that! Probably not anytime soon.
Priorities. Responsibilities. Obligations. Life.
Baby Gabe isn't feeling well, I have some (understatement) housekeeping to do, I need to make more "we" time for hubby & I, we have a special birthday party this weekend...
I wish I had a little more time. I have been a horrible friend. I have not been keeping in touch or returning texts & phone calls. The day to day really is all consuming...not a bad thing, just a busy thing. I'm glad that my friends are loving & understanding even when I've been neglectful.
Wishing you all a happy long weekend!
P.S. Hey, it's lunch time for me. Here's what I'm having. What's for lunch over there?
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Absence from Blogland
I've thrown in a couple of blogs here & there but essentially have been absent from blogging. Opting for spending time with the sweet men in my life and just relaxing. Sleeping well instead of blogging has been so good for me. Rest has been a welcomed friend.
I found a quiet moment so I decided to see if I could eek out a few thoughts. I guess that you could classify this as "quiet" time - if you don't count the sound of the dryer running or the rhythmic complaints coming from my breast pump. I distinctly remember the early delirium days of being home with our baby...pumping sessions at the craziest hours on little to no sleep...I would've sworn that the machine was talking to me! I'd tell my husband that the breast pump is possessed! That seems like so long ago. I was laughing like crazy when I read a few forums regarding this topic. It can be such comic relief to hear the common stories of new moms!
Well...I've just about run out of time for now...Hooray for multi-tasking.
Dear Diary,
I've neglected my hobby, better the hobbies than the hubby...I've been enjoying our time even though I can't seem to remember the name of the movies we've watched on DVD. I have to run for now and hang out with my guys for Q.T. before bed time. Until next time.
Me
I found a quiet moment so I decided to see if I could eek out a few thoughts. I guess that you could classify this as "quiet" time - if you don't count the sound of the dryer running or the rhythmic complaints coming from my breast pump. I distinctly remember the early delirium days of being home with our baby...pumping sessions at the craziest hours on little to no sleep...I would've sworn that the machine was talking to me! I'd tell my husband that the breast pump is possessed! That seems like so long ago. I was laughing like crazy when I read a few forums regarding this topic. It can be such comic relief to hear the common stories of new moms!
Well...I've just about run out of time for now...Hooray for multi-tasking.
Dear Diary,
I've neglected my hobby, better the hobbies than the hubby...I've been enjoying our time even though I can't seem to remember the name of the movies we've watched on DVD. I have to run for now and hang out with my guys for Q.T. before bed time. Until next time.
Me
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Happy Meal
Today I decided to partake in a little junk food. I really wanted In N Out Burger, but it was a little too far away. Here are my Before & After shots of my lunch. Yes, I picked out the pickles & onions. I couldn't finish but those few bites were pretty good. Eating McDonald's makes me feel like a 5 year old. I should have gotten a Happy Meal instead - that I could have finished!
I had a really "feel good" day today! I spent some time on ME early this morning and it was fun. I Wore Lipstick Today ! Work was awesome. Hubby noticed the barrette in my hair - little things like that makes me happy. I came home to my baby boy who was all smiles and could hardly contain his excitement to see me. We celebrated my baby sister's birthday. Bonus: Sushi! All in all a very blessed day.
Dear Diary,
Today was a great day. I am hoping for more of the same tomorrow. Project: healthier eating tomorrow.
Me
I had a really "feel good" day today! I spent some time on ME early this morning and it was fun. I Wore Lipstick Today ! Work was awesome. Hubby noticed the barrette in my hair - little things like that makes me happy. I came home to my baby boy who was all smiles and could hardly contain his excitement to see me. We celebrated my baby sister's birthday. Bonus: Sushi! All in all a very blessed day.
Dear Diary,
Today was a great day. I am hoping for more of the same tomorrow. Project: healthier eating tomorrow.
Me
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Girly me
I've been taking an inventory on all things Cynthia. I have noticed that I have "let myself go" a little bit in the "getting dolled up department". I've been opting for comfort & practicality over makeup and fashion. I leave the house without make up and rarely glance in the mirror before heading out. Recently, I've been inspired to revisit the girly-girl in me. I swear there's a blog for every topic under the sun, and many have a motivating factor that I find myself drawn to. I haven't explored the hair and makeup blogs, but I'm sure there are many out there. Please suggest some if you know of any. I did stumble across a couple of gals that have inspired me to "pretty up" my everyday. Check out this blog: In Pursuit of Pretty Things. I have quite a few pieces that I've never even dreamed of throwing together, but after viewing some of the photos - I find myself eager to try new looks.
Dear Diary,
I will slow down and take more than 5 minutes a day to get ready. I forgot what it feels like to be put together. I've been comfortable, practical, and kind of bland as of late. It's time to jazz things up a bit. More to come.
What do you all think would go with these? I've had these babies in a box just itching to be worn. Step aside flats...we're busting out the boots! Umm....will I still be able to walk in something with a heel?!
Me
Dear Diary,
I will slow down and take more than 5 minutes a day to get ready. I forgot what it feels like to be put together. I've been comfortable, practical, and kind of bland as of late. It's time to jazz things up a bit. More to come.
What do you all think would go with these? I've had these babies in a box just itching to be worn. Step aside flats...we're busting out the boots! Umm....will I still be able to walk in something with a heel?!
Me
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Dollars & Sense : Retail therapy for cost conscious folks like myself. I love the challenge of finding a good deal. I gladly share what I find.
Happy Wife, Happy Life : Stories of a newlywed.
My Life as Mom : All about a first time mom. This blog is dedicated to all of my mommy thoughts, feelings, and experiences.
Recollection Collection : Reliving random memories from days of old.
The Skinny : "The skinny..." is a relatively recent idiom that means to give the bare facts about something without a lot of unnecessary detail: a concise, detailed report on. No holds barred...An invite only blog, so let me know if you want in.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Back in the Saddle
9:00 AM
I'm back at the office today...still not feeling 100%. Bonus (if you can call it that) from being sick: 3 lbs lost. I have to make it through the day. Not fun being a "mouth breather", oh well. Let's hope I can make it through the day.
Dear Diary,
Today will be a struggle. I have to convince myself that I can do this! I'm drinking lots of water (but I always do anyway), and have to remember to take breaks.
Me
3:00 PM
Lunch update:
I made it through most of the day. Just a little while longer to go. I accomplished a lot, hurray for me. I did stay hydrated and had soup for lunch - still no appetite. Still drinking water all day long. Which means frequent bathroom breaks reminding me of pregnancy days.
Dear Diary,
I goofed and didn't take breaks. I was on a roll and didn't stop. Oops. I did take a break at 2:30 for lunch. Didn't really eat - pumped instead and read a magazine, which was relaxing. Tempted to bring work home...we'll see.
Project for tonight: sleep early.
Me
I'm back at the office today...still not feeling 100%. Bonus (if you can call it that) from being sick: 3 lbs lost. I have to make it through the day. Not fun being a "mouth breather", oh well. Let's hope I can make it through the day.
Dear Diary,
Today will be a struggle. I have to convince myself that I can do this! I'm drinking lots of water (but I always do anyway), and have to remember to take breaks.
Me
3:00 PM
Lunch update:
I made it through most of the day. Just a little while longer to go. I accomplished a lot, hurray for me. I did stay hydrated and had soup for lunch - still no appetite. Still drinking water all day long. Which means frequent bathroom breaks reminding me of pregnancy days.
Dear Diary,
I goofed and didn't take breaks. I was on a roll and didn't stop. Oops. I did take a break at 2:30 for lunch. Didn't really eat - pumped instead and read a magazine, which was relaxing. Tempted to bring work home...we'll see.
Project for tonight: sleep early.
Me
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
February
February is such a short, but sweet, month. I don't say sweet because of Valentine's Day. I've never really been a fan of this day (I'll have to blog about that later). Since this is the first day of a new month, I couldn't resist and had to blog.
As I woke and said my morning prayer I added an extra "God, please help me be productive to get caught up with my missed days at work"....I am working from home today. Thankfully, I have an excellent employer who urged me to go home early yesterday & suggested that if I am still not well not come in (smart, they don't want to get sick). Hurray for being able to work remotely. Love it! I'll have to pace myself as I am still feeling horrible.
Dear Diary,
Today I plan to be extra productive. I'll sideline my blogging until after all the work is done. I have to remember to pace myself today or else I will delay getting well. Eat. I have to remember to eat even though my appetite has disappeared.
Project for today: work, work, work. Rest, rest, rest. Work, work, work.
Me
As I woke and said my morning prayer I added an extra "God, please help me be productive to get caught up with my missed days at work"....I am working from home today. Thankfully, I have an excellent employer who urged me to go home early yesterday & suggested that if I am still not well not come in (smart, they don't want to get sick). Hurray for being able to work remotely. Love it! I'll have to pace myself as I am still feeling horrible.
Dear Diary,
Today I plan to be extra productive. I'll sideline my blogging until after all the work is done. I have to remember to pace myself today or else I will delay getting well. Eat. I have to remember to eat even though my appetite has disappeared.
Project for today: work, work, work. Rest, rest, rest. Work, work, work.
Me
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