Reminding Myself to RELAX

I haven't written a post here for far too long.  Mostly because I've been busy.  Partly because I've been lacking the motivation to compose my thoughts into a blog post worth reading.  If you throw in a bit of anxiety that I have been having about my health and add a loving touch of family encouragement to get pregnant (keep in mind I'm 40!) then I am sure you can understand why I can't think straight these days!  I'll also admit to feeling just plain LAZY....I'm sure that we all have days like that.

I've had a lot on my mind.  Usually I like to "blog it out", but not lately. Here's a few things rattling around in my head:

• I am considering a career change.  

• Our son recently weaned - all on his own accord.  I was NOT ready for that.  I haven't breastfed in weeks and I'm a little sad about it.

• My dear MIL has SEVEN grandsons (bless her heart).  Her one & only birthday wish:  She REALLY wants a granddaughter.   She blew out the candles and made her wish OUT LOUD. My husband & I have been "designated" to take care of that wish. Uh...

• I have a small mass (let's not call it a tumor yet) on the back of my leg that I couldn't "wish" away.  I am getting it checked out tomorrow.  I should have seen the doctor  months ago. Let's pray it's nothing.  I am hoping that you will send your "it's benign" thoughts my way.

I hope to get over my non-blogging rut very soon.  I haven't been keeping up with reading blogs either, so please fill me in on what's been going on out there.